Forget the guy that doesn't care for you, the guy that
cheats on you, uses you for sex and denies it. The guy
that abandons you for his friends and the guy that dumped
you because he 'was sick of it'. Forget the guy that puts
you last and the guy that calls you when its convenient
for him. Forget the guy that calls you cute and hot,
instead of beautiful. Forget the guy that puts you down,
that isn't proud of you, that competes with you. Forget
the guy that won't take no for an answer, and the guy
that makes you cry yourself to sleep. Forget the guy that
hurts you 'unintentionally', yet does it time and time again.
Forget the guy that calls you begging for forgiveness, he
isn't worth it. Forget the guy that you can't trust, the
guy that has made months of your life miserable. Forget
the guy that you had to listen to complain about other girls
when you were in love with him. Forget the guy that ruined
your other relationships. Forget the guy that makes you
wait for him. Forget the guy that 'doesn't want a relationship'
when you know he just doesn't want you. Forget the guy
that thinks of someone else while your thinking of him.
Forget the guy that lies every day. Forget the guy that
doesn't know how to love you. Forget the guy you can't
forgive. Forget the guy that made it c l e a r he could forget
about y o u.
Ça, c'est ce qu'on m'a dit depuis septembre dernier. Et j'ai bien failli le croire. Mais ma foi en l'homme a eu le dessus et j'en suis bien heureuse. Parce qu'au fond, jamais il n'aurait pu m'oublier, même s'il le disait. Dans son coeur, ce n'était pas vrai qu'il ne me voulait pas. Je l'ai peut-être écouter se plaindre d'autres relations alors que j'étais en amour avec lui, mais je l'aurais fait de toute façon. Parce qu'on était amis. Et qu'on l'est encore. J'ai eu la courage et la patience d'attendre tous ces mois parce qu'il y avait cette petite étoile au fond de moi qui me disait que c'était lui, le bon. Et même si parfois on a des disputes (des toutes petites disputes de rien), je l'aime.